Void of trust for anyone.
Should I say fuck it all? And try my best not to care?
Or should I give you everything I have and risk being alone and left without you?
There s no words I could have said to make you not want to run away from me.
I m left complicated.
Now I sit here I'm exposed.
I watch you from the window.
It's dry in here.
It's raining outside.
You're leaving.
I'm waiting for a reason to get me out of this chair.
I m losing you to what I fear the most.
You left me traumatized.
Empty and cold.
Like I ve seen a ghost.
What goes through your mind?
I m not blind.

I know that something is going on.

Look back.
One chance.
You will find another way to think.
You'll see that it's overrated.